Tuesday, May 22, 2012

The Hunger Games: Closer To Reality Than Fantasy?

Being one of those stuck up people who generally looks down his nose at pop culture I tried to avoid the hunger games but over the last few days I sat down and read the first novel and I'm about to start the second. I loved the first third of the book and the world that Suzanne Collins creates. As I read I wondered if one of the reasons the book resonates with people is the way it echoes the current state of the world.

In the hunger games kids are dying for our entertainment. In our world whether it's kids making electronic devices, clothing in sweat shops or picking coffee and coco beans kids are dying for our entertainment. In both worlds there is a one in a million chance they can leave their oppression. In the Hunger Games it's winning the games in our world might be becoming a movie star (slum dog millionaire) or being discovered as a model. In both worlds the capitol (like our first world) has an excess of food and the districts (like our third world) is starving. In the hunger games it is perhaps more obvious the way that food is moved from one place to other. It happens in our world too but sometimes more subtly. Like when we  force a third world farmer to give up land previously dedicated to food production and replace it with coffee (if you drink one coffee cup a day you’ll need 9 trees just for your own addiction) or replace it with a water intensive cotton farm to make us t-shirts that will only last a season.

Perhaps most of all I liked the Hunger Games as it connects with my own anarcho-primitivist urges. The urge to reject all that the first world has to offer and hunt and gather food in the forest much like the book’s hero Katniss. Idealistic? Impractical? Of course! Just like ending slavery or ending apartheid was also impractical. I feel like so much of our technology is just like building our own tower of Babel and we are say to ourselves "nothing that we propose to do will now be impossible for us" (Genesis 11:6) I wonder if one of the reasons many people are not too worried about climate change is that many of us believe that if we were to run out of oil or, the world got significantly hotter that we will just find some way to get around it. We don't just wonder "will nothing we propose to do be impossible?” we believe it and we depend on it. I just don't share this confidence. That's why I'm not comfortable in the Capitol and long to live like they do or rather would do in District 12 without the oppression of the Capitol.

Monday, May 14, 2012

Sunday School Lesson: Jesus Will Fill That Sad Hole In Your Heart

Yesterday I got to help run Sunday school. Having the ability to play guitar meant I got the easy job of doing the music. After the music I got to learn that if we have a sad hollow feeling in our lives Jesus can fill that void and make us feel better. To some extent I have found this thought to be true. My Christian faith has given me a framework to look at the world that can make everything seem that little bit easier to bear. But, as I got to the end of high school and beyond, whilst Jesus did seem to be somehow filling a sad hollow ache in my heart, that sad hollow ache continued to grow and grow, but Jesus's ability to fill it did not. There are plenty of parallel experiences. Finding a girlfriend, having a child, getting out of a bad job into a good job, even buying a new guitar. For a while the joy of these things buries the pain and sadness but the joy is limited. It is like in the picture of my life I get to zoom into that one new thing and all I see is joy. But, eventually I will zoom out I will take in the whole picture where that new joy is but one small part.

Perhaps this is what rubs me the wrong way about this Sunday school message. The messssage that we can keep living our lives exactly as we have been and continue to live our lives exactly as the world recommends and as long as we pop a Jesus pill every morning or put Jesus in our hearts everything will be fine. Maybe, we also need to repent. Not in just the moralistic sense (as it is so often exclusively framed) but in a wholistic sense to turn our whole lives around and live in a new way to question the long work hours, high mortgage, high consumption lives that have been handed to us. Maybe we don't need to just add Jesus to the picture but to follow Jesus means completely redrawing the picture.

Tuesday, May 08, 2012

Joy: A Reflection For A Small Group

Last night I went to a small group (Bible study) where we looked at the concept Joy (one of the fruits of the spirit).  We were asked to being something to share. This is what I brought.

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Nothing makes me grown more than the concept of Joy. Being thankful or content I can do. Being at peace or having hope I can do but Joy can just get stuffed. When I hear someone sing "I've got that joy joy down in my heart (where?) down in my heart" I just want to slump and start singing "I've swept all my troubles under the carpet (where) under the carpet" or "I've put the world's problems out of my mind (where) out of my mind". 

We live in a world where every advertisement stars someone with an everlasting smile that we too can have if we buy a particular car or buy a particular brown fizzy liquid. Most films end with an everlasting smile on the face of the stars, a smile you too will have once a rich beautiful man sweeps you off your feet or once you secure your fortune and the girl of you dreams falls in love with you. 

I have found my dream partner and compared to most of the world and history I am insanely rich. I have bought hundreds of gadgets and toys to give me that everlasting smile and they have  not worked. When I look at the pain and brokenness of the world I can't help but be melancholic. Melancholic but thankful. Thankful because there but for the grace of God go I and for that I feel thankful and blessed.

Charis is the Greek word translated as joy. It is from the same root word that we get grace (charis) as in the grace of God. Another translation of joy could be "grace recognised" and that I can do. God's grace makes me feel thankful, content and at peace, just not joyful. Not in that everlasting smile sense of the world, not this side of heaven.

Saturday, May 05, 2012

Road Tested Valley Songs: Peacemaking

A few Sundays ago I got to do four songs at church on the theme of peacemaking. Looking at your average church song list you could be forgiven for thinking that after saying "blessed are the peacemakers" Jesus said "what ever you do just don't write any songs about it". While hunting for songs on peacemaking, I was keen to avoid songs of the "Jesus gives me peace in my heart" variety. The four songs I chose were...

Down By the Riverside

D
I feel so bad in the morning,
                     A
I feel so bad in the middle of the day
  D                  G
I feel so bad in the evening,
       D                    G        A             D
That's why I'm going to the river to wash my sins away

(verse 1)
          D
I'm gonna lay down my sword and shield, down by the riverside,
A                      D
Down by the riverside, down by the riverside
                       
I'm gonna lay down my sword and shield, down by the riverside,
          A            D
I'm gonna study war no more


(chorus)
                G                                  D
I ain't a gonna study war no more, I ain't a gonna study war no more
                A            D                     G
I ain't a gonna study war no more, I ain't a gonna study war no more
D                                  A            D
study war no more, I ain't a gonna study war no more

(verse 2)
Well, I'm gonna meet with the prince of peace, down by the riverside (Oh)
Down by the riverside, down by the riverside
I'm gonna meet with the prince of peace, down by the riverside
I'm gonna study war no more

(chorus)
I ain't a gonna study war no more, study war no more
study war no m ore, study war no more
study war no more, I ain't a gonna study war no more

(verse 3)
Well, I'm gonna feast with my enemy, (Where?) down by the riverside
Down by the riverside, down by the riverside
I'm gonna feast with my enemy, (A-ha) down by the riverside
I'm gonna study war no more

(chorus)
I ain't a gonna study war no more, study war no more
study war no more, study war no more
study war no more, I ain't a gonna study war no more

© Traditional – arrangement Sister Rosetta Tharpe



Prince of Peace

G  Bm7  C  C/D 
G  Bm7  C
C/D          G    Bm7  C
This is the moment
C/D             G        Bm7  C
This is the time to pause
C/D             G     G/B     C    D             G  C  G
This is the time to understand and think of peace
C/D            G   Bm7  C  
Who can we turn to?
C/D           G      Bm7           C  
Who can we ask to put things right?
C/D             G     G/B       C       
Is there someone above the fray?
  D               G  C
A Prince of Peace?

G                       D 
Someone speak of the Kingdom
C                        G  C
And not the warfare State
G                     D       
Someone talk of forgiveness
C
And not this tribal hate
G    C          D    
This flesh that bleeds
C/D          G     C          D
These bones, these bones that break
C/D         G    C          D
This heart, this heart that cries
           C/D            G/C  D  C/D
There is a Prince of Peace        (Start verse)

Lay down your weapons
Lay down these eons of distrust
Lay down revenge that never ends
Please make this peace
In the name of the Father
In the name of the Son who bore our shame
In the name of the Spirit
Let there be peace

CHORUS

© Copyright Paul Gioia, 2002




Do Unto Others (The Prayer)

Oh lord must I do unto others,
 before they do unto me
Must I arm myself to protect myself,
 from pain and misery
oh no that is not the lesson i learnt,
 upon my mothers knee
When she told me to do unto others,
 only as I would have them do unto me

© Y.M. Barnwell



Carry Us Over

C               G               Am
Jesus turn this wine back in to water
   C                 G            Am    
So we can quench our poor thirsty souls
     C                G                Am
This dessert's dry as hell and getting hotter
        C             G                 Am
And the truth is only your love makes us whole

   C                 G                       
So carry us over the finish line
               Dm                      F
we can see the end but our feet are so tired
     C             G              Am 
It's Obvious we're useless on our own
   C                 G                       
So carry us over the finish line
               Dm                      F
We can see the end but our feet are so tired
   C          G         Am   
We don't know how to be sober
   C           G   C
So Jesus Carry us over

But if this wait is gonna kill me
well kill me then and bring me home to you
But if my destiny’s amongst the heathen
Well time me to your rope and pull me through

                C    G  Am
We want to come home
                C    G  Am
We want to come home
                C    G  Dm  F
We want to come home
                C    G  C
We want to come home

© Kelli Schaefer



The lasts song isn't about peacemaking but about struggle. If we are going to seriously involved in any kind of peacemaking it will be a struggle.

Thursday, May 03, 2012

13 Reasons I'm Ashamed To Call Myself A Christian

The other day I heard someone start a sentence with "It's not that I'm ashamed of my faith it's just..." I wanted to reassure him that it was ok to be ashamed about publicly declaring himself a Xn, because I too often feel ashamed to call myself a Xn. Of course I didn't tell him that in front of the group... That would have involved me public declaring myself as a Xn.

I'm sure when I was a teenager there was a crappy Xn song some youth group friends played to me with the lyrics "no way I am not ashamed". I wanted to sing along but there was always something a bit awkward, and something I couldn't articulate as a young teenager. But now I thought I'd have a crack at articulating why I am ashamed to call myself a Xn.

I am ashamed to tell people I am a Xn because Xy is synonymous with...
  1. Homophobia and a belief that sexual preference is a lifestyle choice some what akin choosing whether to drive a 4 wheel drive or a station wagon.
  2. Right wing politics & Conservative American values.
  3. An inability to think rationally.
  4. An inability to understand how someone could think differently to me.
  5. An inability to have fun.
  6. A commitment to 1950s gender roles.
  7. Such a strong disapproval of your sexual choices that I would be unable to be your friend anyway.
  8. Being someone who is very easily offended.
  9. Having no taste in music, literature or the arts. The only way something can become artistic or beautiful is by having a bible verse written below it or fish sticker on it.
  10. Someone who would think it is more important to give a starving person a pamphlet explaining the gospel than some food.
  11. Someone who believes their theological choices and beliefs make them a better person and the only reason you haven't made the same choices is that you are rebellious.
  12. A belief that the earth is around 6000 years old and that climate change, like most of science, is a conspiracy theory.
  13. A belief that God helps those who help themselves.
Of course these are not only things I vehemently disagree with but things I disagree on because of my Xn convictions.